Since college, things have been crazy. Working full time, keeping up with my few bills that I have, unfortunately awaiting the arrival of tuition bills, spoiling the most amazing nephew ever, and loving everyone that’s ever been there for me. With that being said, here it goes.. I have lost a lot of friendships in the past, and a lot of people I never thought I could live without. Unfortunately…. times have changed, and it’s like a whole new world. I have seen myself grow from a young child, to a young man, and I only hope that I grow more in to the man God would have me be. A lot of times in life we get impatient, and want our God to be a “right now” God. I have come to the realization, that this won’t ever happen. Ever. Things don’t happen on a spur-of-the-moment basis. They take time. Just like the old saying, “Rome wasn’t built in a day” or whatever it is…… That’s how our lives are. God didn’t just randomly say one day “Ok, Kyle, here’s the rest of your life”. Number one, I just don’t think I could handle that… Number 2, I don’t WANT to know what the rest of my life looks like. Sure, He knows my life already, but I think that in this whole process, day by day, our ever faithful creator, is slowly shaping, and molding what is to be our “life” here on Earth. More times than none, I think to myself.. why can’t I just know when this or that is going to happen, but I have to sit down and say, hey, let Him do what He wants to do, and I promise, it’s gonna be worth it. The biggest blessing for me, is knowing that someday, I may have the life that I, Kyle Mancuso, wants, but if I don’t, I couldn’t complain, simply for the fact that, my life was thought of, and planned, before I was ever even thought of.
With all of that out, I hope you guys have had a great weekend, and have a great week ahead.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones.”
Holler.